urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:hanyouhanyouhanyouhanyou2002-06-16T20:46:14Zurn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:hanyou:3452002-06-16T13:26:00blah2002-06-16T20:46:14Z2002-06-16T20:46:14ZI hate writing intro entries, and the people I'm writing this journal for already know me anyway. So whatever.<br /><br />I'm actually not allowed to have online journals, though I did once. Stupid Open Diary, like hell I'm gonna pay precious money to piss and whine about my life. :P<br /><br />Today is a pretty boring day. My friends are at an anime convention without me, and I really wish I was there. (anything to get out of this house!)The lame ass reason as to why I couldn't go? "We need the money to pay for your brother's wedding." ¬_¬<br /><br />So, I'm stuck here. None of my internet friends are online, so I totally don't have <i>anyone</i> to talk to. I've practically <i>worn</i> tracks off my CDs, I've read all of my summer reading, I've beaten all my video games, and I have to go to Mass.<br /><br />I. <b>HATE</b>. Mass.<br /><br />I used to be as good a Catholic as anybody, but recently I came to terms with myself and realized that I'm bisexual(to the complete horror of my friends, I might add). It doesn't really bother me anymore, though I used to beat myself up tirelessly about it. However, I'm not about to follow some religion and worship some God that says I'm going to hell for who I am.<br /><br />Thus, I hate Mass. I'm not atheist; just agnostic. I <u>do</u> think that there's a possibility that a God exists, but I'm not going to devote my life to an uncertainty like that.